Searching for Jake

Jake Hansen has it all. The MVP of his high school hockey team. Full scholarship to an elite college program. Expectations of a storied pro career. Athletic, strong, driven - the epitome of masculinity in this most manly of sports. Out to prove to the world he is all male.

But the relentless voices in his head say otherwise, drawing him toward a strange and aberrant attraction to the young men around him. Enticed yet repulsed by his emerging feelings, Jake seeks resolution in disparate ways, embarking on a journey to find and embrace his authentic self.

There is no such thing as a gay hockey player. So thought Jake Hansen. Until ...