If I Could Turn Back Time: A Son's Journey Through Grief and Love

In If I Could Turn Back Time, Joshua Lopez delivers a deeply personal memoir exploring the grief of losing his mother at just 24 years old. Now 38 and a father of eight, Joshua reflects on the pain, the regrets, and the love that still lingers years after her passing in 2011.

Through raw emotion and honest storytelling, he walks readers through the stages of grief, the lessons his mother left behind, and the sorrow of raising children she never got to meet. Each chapter is a window into his healing-navigating fatherhood without her guidance, wrestling with unspoken words, and searching for peace in the memories.

This book isn't just a tribute to a mother-it's a conversation between a son and the woman who shaped his life. It's about forgiveness, legacy, and carrying love forward. For anyone who has lost a parent, If I Could Turn Back Time offers comfort, connection, and the reminder that even in grief, we are never truly alone.