Weight of Others: Diary of an experiment with polyamory

The Weight of Others (Revised)

Juana had always dreamed of having a happy family, but when she got it, she realized she needed something else: sex and connection with someone else but her amazing husband. This feeling became like a bug she couldn't shake off her system but divorce was not an option. Having a lover or an open relationship seemed to be. She then decides to embark on a quest to become the happiest wife on her block instead of feeling trapped in her marriage becoming a guinea pig in her own experiment as she researched why this was going on at such an inconvenient time. What happens next transforms her view of herself and her understanding of marriage, sex, and love.

Juana wrote her experiences and findings which are at times sexually explicit and educational and at times manifesting universal wisdom or raw stream of consciousness. She's sharing this with the intention of sparing others from the anguish she encountered during her process.

This is a must-read for anyone considering being in a committed, open, or polyamorous relationship.